SOCIAL MEDIA

Thursday, January 24, 2019

changing

Watching myself change is captivating.

I’ve seen my mood change
my outlook
hope
smile
body
skin
life

I have seen the bad days turn into sunshine
and then
the sunshine be taken away by something

It’s almost scary how fast I change
One minute I feel like myself
the next I don’t know the soul in the body



Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to
just be the same for a year.
To not have dramatic mood changes or
awful things happen.
I’m tired of always changing.

So I’ve learned but that’s a given
I learn when I struggle.

If change is always going to be in my life

i  think i need to accept that it’s a part of me.
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I created a folder called poems 2019 for all the feelings that arise this year. This was the second one I wote. I want to share it with you because it's something I wish I wrote sooner. 


-vanessa

11 comments :

  1. Beautiful, Vanessa; I totally relate to this feeling. If I could be the same for just a day... Thank you for sharing this!

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    1. Thank you dear. That would not be as fun though(:

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  2. I RELATE I RELATE I RELATE I RELATE. I'm so bad about change, and I try to hold on to things that I shouldn't, because I don't want to face new things. I love this, v!

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    1. I'M HAPPY YOU DO! I know it can be hard but keep that cute chin up!

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  3. I relate to this so hard. 💖💖

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  4. beeeauutiful and packed with meaning, V. I LOVED reading this. smash this new year!!

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