break free

thank you Aaliyah for being a beautiful muse




i want to write but i feel like i am

drowning

in my own words
in my own thoughts
in my own

voices

telling me to be strong
telling me to hold on
telling me to fight the

darkness

that tries to break me
that tries to take me
that tries to hold me captive in my

skin

i must break free
i must be me
i must stop letting everything get the best of
me

yet you hold me and you say
"you are nothing, but I AM something"
"you don't have to be good enough because I already AM"

you see it's not who i am it's who He is
when you figure out it's not you and it's Him then you break the pattern
you begin

to be free

you realize that you can be anything and you can overcome
when you die to self
when you take off the mask
when you give it to Him

He will carry it
He will devastate the darkness
He will hold you and make everything

okay.


-jacyrayn xx








19 comments:

  1. OH MAN. don't i know this, don't i know this. <3 he is Enough, he is Enough! let that ring through my bones. let nothing stop me from giving Him my all. oh boy. this is good. xx

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  2. WHOA. ASDFGHJKL. WHAT JUST HAPPENED WAS THAT A NUCLEAR BOMB NO I GUESS IT WAS MY HEART.

    omg. <33333333 bro.
    i don't even really have words right now??? but i just want you to knoW THAT I FEEL THIS SOOSOSOSOSO HARD. I was wrestling with this thing last night and sitting in the dark with tears streaming down my face and this is exactly what i was feeling and yoU PUT IT INTO WORDS. HOW. <3333

    honestly i would break my keyboard if i tried to smash a string of gibberish that would do my reaction justice. this is stunning. you are stunning. <3

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  3. Literally so amazing, Jacyrayn. You have got talent! :)

    With love and all joy,
    Allie D.
    www.alliesblogdesigns.blogspot.com
    www.friendlovesatalltimes.blogspot.com
    www.sincerelyallied.blogspot.com
    www.spreadingmyjoy.blogspot.com

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  4. this is so cute, i love this blog, all my favorite bloggers <3

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  5. MIND=BLOWN

    This is such a wonderful way to start of Burning Youth. It's not us, it's HIM.

    Love it, JacyRayn!

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  6. this is beautifully done. let this ring out for everyone to hear!

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  7. He will devastate the darkness >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    This is life to my veins gah

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  8. Beautiful. So, so beautiful and mind-blowing, and something that I really needed to hear. <3

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  9. "you realize that you can be anything and you can overcome
    when you die to self"
    YESSSSS <3
    woah this is just so awesome.

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  10. THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR SUCH KIND COMMENTS AND SO SO MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL!

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  11. aaahh wow this is amazing! i could read it over and over and still not get tired of how it touches me.

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  13. Wowza, this is something! I keep coming to God thinking that I have to do it, I have to carry it, I have to create my own hope. But you reminded me that's not the case. Jesus did it, and Jesus carries me. Beautiful words. Thank you!!

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  14. you see it's not who i am it's who He is
    when you figure out it's not you and it's Him then you break the pattern
    you begin

    to be free.

    A THOUSAND TIMES YES!!!! LIKE EVERYTHING. IT'S ALL JESUS!!!

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