the best part

Your upside down thoughts 

tying knots 

keeping you stuck 

in this game 

of musical chairs from 

hell.

without the music.

Oh lord why have you forsaken me 

Left me here crying out for the kick in the head you won't give 

Because I'm the one beating myself up

That was never 

You 

Stop kissing me 

With your mercy words 

Because you're honestly driving me insane 

because you like me even when I'm packing my bags to 

run away from this warhead.

No

You love me 

Even when my mouth is an open grave, fighting your
relentless 
professions of enamor 

I'm kicking and screaming in your arms and you're like

Whispering in my ears 

and your words are warm

and they're saying 

"Shhh love, 

this is the best part."